And the reality is….
That I have something like 80 or so days to go.

Been a weird couple of days here.
I’ve been doing so well with C being gone. Had a couple of “down” days here and there, but have kept busy and kept my mind off it.
Well, I’ve been busy as hell the last couple days, and my mind is anything BUT off it.

I guess I should have expected that around the half way mark, it would become infinitely more difficult, knowing that it *was* half over, and we were on the downhill slide of this thing.

I’m not a patient person.
But I’m getting there.